crying because i saw the pictures i took a year ago
a pic of the gift i failed to give you. a give i had intended to give you for your birthday last year but you just walked away from me because you hated me.
and for once i thought we were past this; i thought i was forgiven and that everything was fine again butno. nothing has changed.
im still me and you’re still you and we’re still two different people that will never be together.
but i love you, and at some point i believed you loved me too, and i’d like to believe that you still do.
you were my first and though you might never be my last, i will forever love you and keep you in my heart, no matter what you do, no matterwhat we areright now. i love you.i love you, i love you, i love you—you should know that.
happy birthday again. i love you so much and i’m sorry for everything i’ve ever done to you; for all those things you’ll never forgive me for. i’m sorry. i love you. happy birthday.
goodbye.



